Brittany's Journal

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Subject:	long time!
Time:	10:40 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.
Music:	switchfoot- meant to live.

haha hey guys well i just randomly decided to check on this thing and i figured i hadnt written in like 10 years! So im writing now. haha. Well school sucks which is normal... its madison! BUT i get to go to marshall for one period next year...WOO HOO! haha. But yeah i decided to suprise kim the other day and it was MUCHO FUN we saw too cool JR with his "girl thing" or whatever he calls it. haha it was actually pretty funny but neways then we saw paul and his hair is SOO LONG and it was all good and i didnt get poison ivy like we thought haha and we made our own trails....just like old times.. it was mucho exciting. haha until paul made his own trail behind his house and we had to run haha and then we got in trouble... meh o well it was fun while it happened. I HOPE I DIDNT GET U IN TROUBLE KIM! haha. and u have to tell me how u liked my cd hahaha. Then i went into althetes foot to check my size for nike shox and i saw jennifer lopez! it was mucho exciting but yeah i hope u got my number jenny! haha. and now this week im really excited because garrett comes home a week from today and its just YAY! and then we get out of school in two weeks and i get to see him all the time during the finals week cuz we have half days and its just all exciting. haha. But yeah i will stop talking and being cheeryish haha. mucho loveo.

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Subject:	well
Time:	5:23 pm.

Well i havent written in here for who knoes how long! But im writing cuz i have nothing else to do and im bored. Well school has sucked winter break was soooooo awesome... i really want it to come back so i can see garrett and i can talk to him for more then 30 minutes. These past couple of weeks i havent gotten to talk to garrett for more then like 30 minutes and i figured out im not happy when i dont talk to him... i may be at school cuz i always am but i always seem to be in a bad mood when i talk to him. So im sorry baby if ive been not very nice cuz i have been stressing over school and i need lots of more sleep cuz i have so much school work and stuff in my head that i cant get out. BUT NEWAYS, on the good side my 28 year old sister just had her baby on monday at 11:29 at night and it was actually really amazing.... nothing u would ever expect on the tv thing. hahaha. But it was really funny seeing her drugged to no end and then seeing the baby. His name is Kayden Richard Porras and hes the cutest lil boy ever. haha. And now the whole family is trying to take care of him and such so its lots of fun. But thats about the only happy thing that has happened this week. I have had no sleep, had too much homework and its only 3rd quarter, they are making us go to school on the 10th and on presidents day which is crap, and i havent talked to garrett like i have wanted to in about 2 or 3 weeks. Also i found out today that i have something on my brain they think it might be blood vessels which could cause blood clots and such so now i have to go back to the MRI place and get examined once again which TOTALLY sucks. But yeah this is how my week or couple of weeks have gone... its sucks!

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Subject:	AGH
Time:	9:03 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	shania twain- Ka-ching.

I dont get it....we sound fine...we are fine...5 minutes later were not talking..I DONT GET IT! its soooo stupid and it just makes it worse cuz i dont need this at all and normally he makes me happy really happy. not today...it was all good until he started acting weird so i thought leaving him alone would be better OH NO everything just goes downhill i dont know what is going on and ahhh i just want to go to sleep and not talk about it EVER! and just kinda sleep it off so tomorrow it will be better...yet i dont think i can go to sleep thinking that something is wrong and that i dunno if im gonna talk to him tomorrow so i have to talk to him....THIS SUCKS....never fall in love EVER.

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Subject:	HEYLO
Time:	9:07 pm.
Mood:	bored.
Music:	the ataris-boys of summer.

Well yeah i havent written in LJ for quite a long time and neither has anyone else! Too much time with school and crap there is no time for this anymore....ahh things are too stressful! Well lets see i saw garrett like 10 months ago it seems haha and hes coming back in 12 days! yay!!!! Football season is now over because we lost our game today 16-17. It sucked we were leading end of 2nd quarter and then they got 10 points in the last quarter....and a touchdown in the last 20 seconds...it sucked! But thats ok...i guess everyone is ok. I MISS YA ALL! Sucks that everyone is at marshall!!!! I might have a class there next year...exciting! hehe. But yeah i guess im gonna go...i will talk to ya later! bye byes.

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Subject:	For my baby....garrett
Time:	9:35 pm.
Mood:	loved.
Music:	here without u- 3 doors down.

Well yeah, its really bad this week because Garrett has just left and all i can think about is him! And like i try not to but i figured out it was impossible i mean a)Ever since i had left his house Sunday i have wanted him to come back and just be here forever and B)I really just sit in class and think about when im seeing him again. It really sucks i mean i think ive cried 3 or 4 times since he has left. I mean i really cant help it and im not getting sleep at all which also really sucks but i dont know i sound kinda crazy! its just a guy right? I mean Sunday i cried for like 10 minutes straight just thinking about the weekend. Then Monday i cried almost in school but i didnt and then when i got home me and him had this really good convo about everything and at the end he told me he was in love with me and then he signed off. As soon as that happened i was like OMG and i started to cry because i know that he meant it and i was just like in full out tears! And then i cried a little in the night. Then i cried tuesday because we were talking and this was when he wasnt too happy after practice and he was talking about killing himseldf and such and he just kept on saying it and i started to cry becuz the fact of him not being there with me scared me. I mean i try to concentrate on class and everything but its definately not working! I have like just him on my mind, so i dont know whats wrong with me!

This is what was in my journal....LOVE YA MUCHO jamesy! muah*

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Subject:	AHHHHH
Time:	11:13 am.
Mood:	stressed.
Music:	none.

Hey well i have been doing lots of stuff lately. This is my schedule basically everyday....school, hw,cheer, hw, sleep and hten i wake up the next day and do the same thing and everyone is givign me crap and ahhh its just annoying! I mean yeah i can talk to people but its like for a second and everyone thinks its supposed to be like last year but i dont ahve any time to talk to people anymore and im barely online due to that and if im onlien most of the tiem im doing my homework. So me and sam were tlaking about our schdules and i would just like to stat that if i dont talk to anyone for like a day or 2 its cuz im so busy and everything and i cant even talk to my bf cuz im too busy and everyone is just getting mad at me and i dont like it! so yeah if i dont come online like ever again u will know why cuz im so tired of everyone yelling at me cuz this year is a lot harder than last year due to my schdule!

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Time:	2:58 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	shania twain- getcha.

Well i had my first Varsity football game yesterday it was really fun! Even though we lost the outback bowl the cheerleaders didnt fall once so it was all good! and i tumbled a lot and it was just really fun! haha. And yeah school sucks theres no one in any of my classes and yeah i dont like it haha. But hey only like 10 more months! haha. Well i guess im gonna go i really have nothing to say. buh-byes

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Subject:	Garrett
Time:	9:59 pm.
Mood:	lonely.

I knew this day was gonna come......I just didnt want it to happen. I knew we would cry together...but it hurt more than ever. I know hes going to come back but i want him here forever....we spent all summer together never wanted it to end...now it has and i want all that i had again. Why...why did we have to love each other soo much and care...because if this didnt happen it wouldnt be as bad as not seeing him there. These past days have been miserable for me and all i can do is cry when really i should be happy i should be happy that hes such a good player but when i see tears in his eyes starring at me all i can do is to cry with him...why does he have to be such a guy and care how i feel....I love him more than ever and now i cant even talk nor see for a week...i want him back us back the way we used to be so i wouldnt be so miserable and look at every couple and think where is mine....i know you really dont care about what i have to say...so i guess i will save my sorry and cry another day...i love you garrett more than i can say...if you can get online please read this right away....muah*

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Time:	3:53 pm.
Mood:	nervous.
Music:	linkin park- breaking the habit.

Heylo well i havent written in here in who knows haha. and yes i did yell at someone...GO ME! haha. But garrett is back woo hoo! He leaves in 2 weeks....imma be sad :(. Yeah well me and sam decided to go see american wedding while the parentals went to go to Gigli and yeah it happened to be that gigli got cancelled so they saw it with us AHHH note to self......never EVER see that with ur parents especially when u are watching all of the movies with them....they thought it would be good quality time to sit with the fam while they are watching american pie 1 and 2 AHHHH,just kill me now! haha. But neways i have try-outs in 2 days...AHH im so scared and i dont know what im gonna do haha.I also ran today woo hoo go me! its amazing i could im so outta shape.. haha. Well i guess i dont have anything else to say. so i will leave you guys alone! NO NEED IN READIN boring LJ's haha.

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Subject:	heylo
Time:	9:06 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	none.

Well its been a really long time since i wrote in here.... I went to golf camp with kenzie and that was fun and really funny at the same time haha. And This summer has been really good except i need to see more of my marshallinions i miss u guys! haha. I see garrett everyday i can so yay! hehe. I also went to my first hockey game and he was in it haha. This weekend has kinda been ok not the greatest cuz things happened on thursday and then friday people said crap and then saturday garrett was all upset and then we ended up getting in like a mini fight but by the end it was all good. The only problem is that he left for hockey camp today so i wont get to talk or see him for a week which REALLY sucks since i see him everyday! The highlight of the week was that i got a new puppy and its really cute...we named it Tito haha. Kinda funny but it fits in my hand and i love it...its only 6 weeks old! haha. So everyone has to come and see it! haha. Well i guess i have nothing else to say...i will hopefully see u guys sumtime this summer! buh-byes.

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Subject:	long time
Time:	8:31 pm.
Mood:	awake.
Music:	kelly clarkson cd.

Well i just decided to write in here cuz i honestly have no idea when i wrote in this last. SO neways this week is good becuz we get out early (even tho u PEOPLES get out an hour earlier....frickin marshall!) haha. I had my last pals today WOO HOO! and i had my last SOL today which was good cuz im done woo hoo AGAIN! hehe. Well today i talked to aria forever which felt really good cuz i havent talked to him on the phone since i can remember i have missed him so much! haha. I need to keep in contact with my marshall people i havent talked to any of u guys! Well neways i have a competition this weekend and i really dont want to go but its my last one so im excited for it to be over! haha. And wow i am soo sick of rain but hopefully if it rains alot it wont come back for a long time! haha not likely but hey who knoes. Well today i got my yearbook and i looked at it and i saw Chris Haden page and i almost cried it was very sad and i had to take the history sol today and thats the class i had with him so it was really sad and not good at all but thats ok. I guess i have nothin else to say cuz i dont want to get u too bored out. So im leaving ta ta for now! haha. bye

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Subject:	continued
Time:	6:00 pm.
Mood:	talkative.
Music:	none.

Well since i was at mackenzies yesterday i couldnt realyl write in here like i wanted to! So im writting now. hehe. Well lets see on friday rachel and sam came over and spent the night....we watched pretty women and 8 mile( HAHAHA garrett) neways, then they left at like 1 on saturday afternoon. Then at 2:45 renae came over and me and her just sat watching tv until mackenzie called and told us to come over and i spent the night at her house. Then today i had to leave mackenzies house at like 9 to go to my tumbling competition which was fun. haha. I actually did 7 flippy thingys i was very suprised i didnt think i was gonna make it over. haha but the person i was competing against was 18 and had been at my level for about a year so i got second cuz ive been on that level for about a week haha. But no worries cuz i was only like a couple tenths off which is pretty good. Neways so now i have nothing to do and for once i have looked at my planner and it was BLANK that means no homework....that is a miracle nowadays. But we get our interims out tomorrow i think and i dont really want to see what i got cuz yea i dunno if they'll be too good. And we also go back to getting out at 2:10 WOO HOO!!!!! im very excited no more 10 mintues in everyclass doin nothin! haha. Well i just cant wait for next week 1 cuz we dont have school on monday which is memorial day and then 2 we have sols so we get out early even tho 1:15 isnt that early it actually kinda sucks cuz some frickin person complained that we were getting out to early so now we have to go till 1:15.......BOO THEM! Well u know what i have discovered....i washed my hair today and i have concluded that i HATE that when u get ur hair done it looks like 10 times better than when u do it yourself. i wish that i could make my hair look as good as it does when they do it cuz i looked at my hair and i was like WHATS WRONG WITH IT! haha it didnt go as it was supposed to! haha. But yea im gonna go cuz i really am just chatting on about random things. But i do have to say one good comment is that i have talked to garrett suprisingly and i miss him a lot! and i cant see him till the 20th which BLOWS! but ok yea bye.

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Subject:	long time
Time:	7:26 pm.
Mood:	busy.
Music:	mackenzie and renae trying to sing.

Wow i havent written in here for a long time. And since garrett wanted me to write in here then i will! hehe. Well now i cant talk to garrett till june 20th which MUCHO sucks cuz i can barely not talk to him for a weekend but its good that i talked to him today. I also got my haircut and its really short it kinda looks like my sisters but thats ok. Well since i am at mackenzies house at the moment i cant go into everything cuz there about to yell at me so i will write tomorrow when i have more time. I PROMISE THIS TIME GARRETT! hehe. muah* buh-byes

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Time:	9:46 am.
Mood:	relaxed.
Music:	none.

Well heylo its only 9 sumthing in the morning and it is frickin thunderstormin outside which sucks! I hate rain.....and now snow. u jsut get sick of it after awhile! haha. Well neways yesterday was very good cuz it was a black day and yea! haha the only bad parts was me slamming my head against a pole and not talking to garrett for more than a second cuz my mom was like GET OFF THAT NOW its 11 sumthing so yea i couldnt talk to him and plus i was falling asleep. Then today is mr.madison woo hoo! me and nikki and some of my friends are goin i am really excited haha. And tomorrow is mothers day! haha of which i am excited about for sum reason but o well. I guess im gonna go now no one is up yet haha. buh-byes

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Time:	10:55 pm.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	michelle branch- something to sleep to.

Well this week starting from yesterday has been very good an i think its just gonna get better! Well yesterday was the first showing of our play Chicago and i saw Sofia there! haha. Even tho i didnt get to talk to her! But o well. The only bad part was that one of the actors fell off the platform and cut her head and broke her nose, OUCH! it musta hurt MUCHO! But the play when very good! Then today i didnt want to go to school but it was a friday so it was all good! haha. Then tonight was Fried chiken night for FRIDAY haha and it was all happy and yay! haha. And this time i didnt miss the S*** or the F*** circle haha. They are the greatest i tell ya! Then the play was way sold out and i saw jack, jeff, and i dont remember the other one.....AHH! haha. Yea so it was all good and todays play i thought was better than the first which was good! haha. And garrett is home this weekend for hockey.......YAY! but i wont get to see him cuz hes too busy.......he cant even go to see kasey! That little pooper! haha. Well i guess i got nothin to say and ITS ONLY 11 im a dork. buh-byes.

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Subject:	CHICAGO
Time:	9:06 pm.
Mood:	hungry.
Music:	none.

Hey guys well today was very good! haha. It was a black day and there always muy fun! Then after school i went to 7-11 with rachel it was fun fun stuff....running back to the school to make it in time was pretty funny! haha. Then we had to help everyone get situated to the rehearsal and that was fun cuz we just changed peoples clothes and hung around and ate FOOD! haha. While rachel and other girls were drewling all over this kid.....pretty funny actually haha. Rachel i dunno what imma do without her when she moves! :( O yea and today in english mike yauss sits behind me and he decided to draw on brittanys back and i was like WHAT ARE U WRITING cuz i knew it was gonna be sumthing gay like penis or sumthing but he wrote I LOVE GARRETT ROE instead so it wasnt that bad afterall haha. I dunno where that kid is by the way probably at some lacrosse game being all mucho good like he always is.......frickin good at EVERYTHING people! gr. haha. Well i gotta go help my mom and eat yum yum food since i just got back from school! Talk to ya later buh-byes.

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Time:	9:08 pm.
Mood:	nauseated.
Music:	michelle branch- set me free.

Well yesterday was me and garretts 4 months if u hadnt heard yet haha. And i decided to pull a trick on him and it was MUCHO FUNNY but he really didnt think so! haha. So now hes gonna kill me.....how wonderful. haha. Well anyways this weekend i went to my friend Renaes house ........it was off the HEEZY as renae would say... haha we saw malibu's most wanted and it was HILLARIOUS just cuz mackenzie and renae were there and they are totally blonde and then adding me its just like another blonde haha. Then we came up with raps and ghetto hoe names....it was great! haha. My name is B-reaky (sounds like b freaky)Mackenzie just gave me that name and i have no idea why. But it was just a fun night but i had like a major headache so it wasnt that great at night. Then in the morning Renaes mom was talking about her high school and it was in minnesota and i just started laughing and me and mackenzie were laughing and she was like what??? And then we were like o just a friend goes there and she was like o where are they and i said Fairbault and she goes SHATTUCK right! and i was like umm yup! haha and it was really weird cuz she knew what we were talking about. Well anyways today i got to leave early ...right after the fire drill actually cuz i had to go to the dentist of which i hate cuz i dont like that gross paste stuff in ur mouth! And im finally getting part of my 12 yr old molers is what they said. HAHA funny stuff. Then after that i had to go and watch a rehersal for chicago and kasey is so frickin good! But i wont see it again! haha so o well. I am busy for the whole week and im mad cuz i cant talk to garrett till the night time and thats not a lot since we havent talk to each other a lot lately! But o well hopefully i will get to see him sumtime. Well i guess im gonna go. Talk to ya later. buh-byes!

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Subject:	heylo
Time:	6:05 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	none!.

Well garrett told me to write in here so i am haha. Hes got a lax game today so i dunno when im gonna get to talk to him! But neways.......my mom just got back and yea shes kinda mad at everyone for sum reason dont quite know why tho. Tomorrow i get to stay after for drama fun fun stuff.NOT haha. then i get to go to sum spanish tutor of which i hate so that doesnt make it any better. O yea and to top off tomorrow i have a spanish exam a history test and a geometry quiz......dont u just gotta love those days. HAHA garrett probably has them like everyday. And i also got my report card today 3.5 exactly i think it could be higher *cough cough* spanish but thats ok at least i have a 3.5 now. Today is american idol night and i have a feeling carmen is gonna get kicked off. Sad but true haha. O yea and i also have a pamphlet due on friday that i was gonna start today but i forgot sumone has my notebook for biology so she better give it to me tomorrow or im DEFINATELY SCREWED! and it has to be in color and i dont got a color printer, just what i wanted ya know! But yea i really have nothin to say cuz yea im just boring like that and usually never have anything to say hahaha. buh-byes.

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Subject:	heylo
Time:	9:59 pm.
Mood:	loved.
Music:	none im a boring person hahaha.

Well today was good at the beginning cuz the sun was out when i got up and thats like amazing but then i figured out that we had to add a half an hour to school which sucked....good thing it was a black day tho i dunno how i woulda made it without a black day. Tomorrow is a red day whoopi....not! I get to learn some espanol mayb i can sneak into sams room so i can actually get stuff in her class. O well, today i went to carlies softball game and she did really good and they won....woo hoo go bad dogs haha. Now i am just talking to my baby and it kinda sucks cuz we gotta keep e-mailing each other but i at least i get to talk to him since i havent in forever which blows even more. But i guess i got nothin else to say so im leaving! O yea except that garrett got lj hahaha. Pretty coolio! ok bye

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